Tuesday, November 4, 2014

hey, everybody!

so i think i'm pretty close to getting "glass" finally finished.  the main text is about 80% done, and so i hope i can finish it tomorrow, and then do my re-read/re-write tomorrow evening, and get it out to everyone.

which will be great, because then i can finally submit everything to literotica, and have everyone there tell me how much i suck at writing.

honestly, that's not a big part of things.  i suspect anyone who responds on literotica is only doing so because they read the whole thing, and liked it, and all that.

does anyone know what's up with bdsmlibrary?  it seems like more people read that (based on my view counts), but it updates like it's drunk and stoned, and possibly serving 5-10 in the state jail.  i'm really looking for other places to post if people know of them.


and tomorrow's a vacation day for me, because hawaii is probably cooler than your state.  sorry.  we're just generally not run by morons.



final note:  i really feel my depression acting up again.  i spent more of today wishing i could stab myself than usual.  i don't know why, i don't understand the reasons, i just know what the feelings are.  i'll fight back as much as i can, but i just wanted everyone to know that i might be lame with email for a bit.

sorry.  i can tell i careen back and forth between crazy depressed and crazy manic.  i think i've dealt with enough that the first isn't so suicidal anymore.  i wish the second wasn't so draining that i could do that for a bit without immediately dropping into a puddle that only wants blankets and pillows.


thanks again to everyone who comments for being super cool and being ok with me sometimes just freaking out.  i do what i can when i can, and you understanding when i can't post is great.  this is why i love each of you in our own special way.

8 comments:

  1. have you submitted your stuff over at http://grometsplaza.net ? They usually have a pretty good posting schedule.

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    1. i'm not sure if it's a good fit? i don't think i've seen scat stuff there at all, so i don't want to send them stuff that's outside of their rules. maybe i should just send it to them with a note saying, "sorry if this isn't your stuff, i know it's a bit weird."

      love,
      sammy

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    2. yeah:

      "Human Toilet, defecation or anything to do with Feces; also known as scat, scatophilia or fecophiliascat play. Also include vomit." that's in the list of "not allowed" stuff.

      it'd be weird to send in just parts of stories and skip the ones that have scat, so. :( i should probably do more single part stories, and send the ones that are just bondage stuff.

      love,
      sammy

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  2. It seems like BDSMLibrary has really gone downhill. It used to update a couple times a month, now it's more like every few months. They've also gotten more aggressive with their advertising, so my bet is whoever runs it feels like it isn't worth the work for the money their getting anymore.

    It's fairly sad, they have such wonderful search functionality that I wish more stories were put up there just so I can find them with it.

    p.s. that's how I found you here.

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    1. yeah, it was one of my favorite story places, largely because of the search. i could put together combinations of things i wanted to read about, and there was almost always something to read.

      that was why i sent stories there, but now that it's all junky, it's kind of sad. literotica isn't bad, but i usually just get semi-creepy feedback emails from people there.

      i'm glad that you did decide to stick around here!

      love,
      sammy

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  3. Seems to me that bdsmlib is going to post an update in the next few days. When you hit "newest stories" under "story list" you get about 10 stories with date nov. 5. But there isn't an announcement in the forums or on the main site yet.

    bdsmlibrary was my favourite site too. And it used to update at least once a week. Now I consider the site more or less dead. When there is an update, it isn't even guaranteed all handed in stories will be posted. I wrote some mails with one of my fav. aothors there from the past. And it was said he had a new story send in. Well, it's a real shame what happened to that site...

    By the way: Have you thought about storiesonline or asstr.org? I don't know about the posting rules at SOL but asstr is mostly like anything goes. ;) Problem is the two don't have much of a feedback function...

    greetings

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    1. i've noticed the "new stories" thing before, too. my exhibition stuff doesn't show up, though, and i'm pretty sure i sent it in like almost two months ago.

      and yeah, it sucks that it's all broken now. i've also found that sometimes clicking links takes you to an "adultfriendfinder" page instead of the story you want. i guess that's why i put it into my "gone" bookmark tab folder thingy.

      i have never heard of storiesonline, but i'll take a closer look tomorrow. asstr was something i looked at years ago, but i think all the various "collection" groups i bookmarked stopped updating long ago as well.

      love,
      sammy

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    2. It's me again... ;-)

      storiesonline.net/home.php

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