still hungry.

but now i want a specific ham and swiss thing i remember.  i could do pastrami, too.

"sammy, just buy that shit and make a damn sandwich!"

ok, yeah, but my fridge is full of like 9 months of rotting food.  "gross" yeah.  thanks for pointing out that my everyday is just a pile of mold and decay.  that's not something i've known for months.  i know how to deal with it (throw out everything you own, and burn anything left with bleach).  but then i have to put it all into bags, and drag those bags down to the trash chute, and push them through.  all while not breathing in the horrible trash smell.

this is super hard when you have a horrible brain.  "why don't we keep that?  it might still be good."  no, brain.  we bought that pizza in january.  it's not still good.  why do you keep talking about it when i try to fix things?  why are you such an absolute jerk?