i've been working on my anxiety, and it's not really getting much better. i can at least recognize when i'm freaking out, though, so i've been able to fight back with some xanax. woo drugs?
the depression is still kind of hit or miss. the main thing to deal with now is the fact that for some reason, the cutting i used to do keeps popping up in my brain. stupid brain. :(
but, i'm going to go talk with an actual psychiatrist about my drugs next week, and hopefully they'll be able to sort me out some. my regular doctor didn't want to mess with them anymore, as she's not really a specialist in that stuff. makes sense to me, and i wouldn't mind talking with a professional for a bit.
wonky unexpected thing: i have a date this weekend. not going to jinx things with lots of details, but i'm hoping things work out well. we seem to have lots in common, so let's see how that goes.
wish me luck!
(also, go read that story if you haven't already! apparently people like it :)
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