vacation: super helpful at reducing stress and making me less unhappy.
puppy petted during vacation: a large part of that.
increased dose of celexa: made me crazy the first two days, but i'm over that and feeling better most days.
alcohol: cutting back a lot, so i'm not drunk every night.
xanax: magic power pills that take the panic attacks and wipe them away.
libido: better, but still way depressed relative to what it has been in the past (except maybe while i'm asleep?)
so yeah, i feel better than i have for a long time, but i just don't have much of a drive to be posting too much here right now. i'm trying to get my brain sorted out a bit, and i really think the drugs are helping normalize things so i only have to deal with the fundamental problems, not the stress and anxiety and bullshit that they cascade into.
thanks for sticking with my crazy ass.
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