i'd appreciate any comments or suggestions that people have

i'm still mostly on vacation, so i'll get to email in a week or so.  in the meantime, i finished a draft of this story:

today was pretty much the most horrible day ever

so this is going to be TMI, so i'm going to put it behind a break.  still, i know some of the people who follow here are into some of that stuff, so i'll include some details.

the short version for everyone is that i was sick today, and felt terrible, and couldn't watch tv or surf the net (usual sammy saturday). unfortunately, i also didn't get the pre-vacation stuff i wanted done either. maybe tomorrow (i feel way better now).

however, one result of not being able to soak my brain in other people's stuff is that i had to soak it in my own stuff.  as a result of this, i now have a really nice three-ish part story based on this dream i had.  now i just need to find the time to write it, and get it down so other people can read it and see where i take it.  since the dream was so short, that's really only the first little bit of the story. ;)

today was weird

i've been trying hard to keep with things. drinking less. eating better. taking my drugs when i'm supposed to.

and i'm not sure if i'm actually getting better, and i'm just not used to it, or if things are starting to work, and the drugs are pushing things way too far.  i wonder this because i spent most of the day in a weird hyperactive state. i don't think it was like proper mania or anything, but after feeling so crap for so long, it was weird to be in a different place, you know?

so anyway, that's kind of an update about how i'm doing.

also, if you're here, you probably should go check out these two deviatnart artists. they're making totally cool stuff.