a lot of this is fragments that were kind of the foundations for a story that never worked. this morning i decided to just take the bits i had, and put them together without worrying about "reasons" and "characters" and stuff like that. this is clearly influenced by some of Thndrshark's stories, along with my own inherent weirdness.
The Cell
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http://sammytriesagain.blogspot.com/2020/07/the-cell.html
Sunday, July 26, 2020
Sunday, June 21, 2020
Thursday, March 5, 2020
i fucking hate everything
most of the time, i can just ignore the fact that i'm going to die alone. it's not really a big deal most of the time.
but then sometimes i remember that, and wonder how everyone else found people and got married and all that shit.
so i looked up some 'how do you date when you're an adult', and one of the suggestions some asshole came up with was 'i asked 20 of my friends to set me up with a friend.'
who the fuck has 20 friends that they can ask that kind of thing? is that a thing people do? people have enough friends that they can choose "only 20" of them for something like this?
i probably need to go back to therapy or try new drugs or something, b/c i'm probably more suicidal than i'm willing to admit.
but then sometimes i remember that, and wonder how everyone else found people and got married and all that shit.
so i looked up some 'how do you date when you're an adult', and one of the suggestions some asshole came up with was 'i asked 20 of my friends to set me up with a friend.'
who the fuck has 20 friends that they can ask that kind of thing? is that a thing people do? people have enough friends that they can choose "only 20" of them for something like this?
i probably need to go back to therapy or try new drugs or something, b/c i'm probably more suicidal than i'm willing to admit.
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