but seriously

i try my absolute fucking best

if i can make a story reach a conclusion, i'll do it, but

it turns out ending a story is hard, and there are really no good places for it.

so i try to make things semi-"timeless", where it doesn't matter if it's 1992, 2002, 2012, or 2022.

i get that that isn't totally accurate, and some of my things aren't still in date.  but choosing this crutch is there to attach my fantasies to a static concept that more people can relate to.

so

asking me if a story i've started is going to finish sucks.

it's like the most offensive thing you can think of, but done publically so everyone can see the details.

i'd like to finish my incomplete things.  i'd like to get it all right.

i'd like to be famous, and be able to write porn for a living.

i'd like for my fantasies and porn to be common enough to promte my own employment.






of course, none of that is true

so I have to deal with the yeehaw world i'm born in.

i'm so tired...









godspeed