Wednesday, July 20, 2016

i mean

i'm thinking seriously about calling my dad and asking if this is a dumb thing to do.

my dad.

"sammy, you've never talked about your dad before!"

exactly.

omg.  wtf am i doing?

i am bad with intimate relationships, and i am equally bad at choosing healthy ways to connect with people.  also jobs.  i'm kind of a fuck up.  sorry!

2 comments:

  1. well If you never met your father b4 it might be best not to stir anything up, but if you just want closure and to "know why" he left you I'D suggest meeting in a public open place meet up w/ him and just talk things over, if you want to see him again after that ok that's good, If you meet w/ him and decide it's a one time thing, at least you faced your fears and got the closure you needed!

    I consider you do a lot of "Thinking" and/or "Praying" on this decision b4 you set yourself up to be hurt again! Idk if you pray or if you don't pray meditate!

    I wish you the best!

    I know kinda I came off as a creep b4 but I was in a dark mood then! I wish you the best in what ever you do!

    I'D like you to tell me how it goes,

    You don't want to respond you don't have too!

    if you don't want to talk to me I understand I did come on pretty strong. But I'M only a message away if you need more advice! If not good luck in what ever you do! keep that faith! good night and good luck

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