Sunday, May 10, 2015

this is me telling you how lame i am, and then towards the end, trying to convince you i'm not lame.

let's get "pinned tap you were going to talk about not drunk, you dumb bitch" done first.


  1. do people read "you suck" the comic?  please do.  it is well written and well done, and all the characters are realistic, and you would be a better you if you did.  i thought a lot about reblogging that on my tumblr.  then i decided that i post lots of porn, and josh makes money selling porn stuff to people, so maybe he'd not mind that this creepy weirdo reblogged him.
    1. or, you know, not, because that's ok, too.
    2. see, he has mental issues too, and i read what he writes, and feel so sad, because i get those same feelings all the time.
    3. but he's dealing with his alcoholism way better than i am.
      1. glug glug glug!
    4. anyway.  read that.  it's good.  i'm telling you how good it is with me telling you this right now about the good it is.
      1. this specific comic.  izzy points to her feet to signify she's walking instead of flying.  she's wearing clothes.  she tries her best with "feezon za guand!"  i repeated that so many times because it's totally perfect.  i want to give izzy a hug.
  2. what was point 2?
  3. i wrote more today.  this is working out to be a longer story than i thought.  it's almost all just boring "bondage description" shit.  i think people like that stuff, because it's more "this is tied up like that".  but honestly, it's a lot of how sammy is tied up.  i like it less and less as i write more and more.
    1. but once i write the main part, there's not really any way to stop the follow-on stuff.
    2. the story writes itself in my dreams and half-waking dreams.  i could probably try to change things, but if my brain pushes things one way, how would i counter act that?
  4. i'm pretty sure there were four points, but i forgot 2, and now i'm sitting here thinking that part 4 involved birds in some way.  like you can make birds do something. 

if you see this, congratulations, as i'm probably deleting it as nonsense tomorrow.

sorry for being weird.


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