most of the time, i can just ignore the fact that i'm going to die alone. it's not really a big deal most of the time.
but then sometimes i remember that, and wonder how everyone else found people and got married and all that shit.
so i looked up some 'how do you date when you're an adult', and one of the suggestions some asshole came up with was 'i asked 20 of my friends to set me up with a friend.'
who the fuck has 20 friends that they can ask that kind of thing? is that a thing people do? people have enough friends that they can choose "only 20" of them for something like this?
i probably need to go back to therapy or try new drugs or something, b/c i'm probably more suicidal than i'm willing to admit.
