i feel really bad that i haven't posted anything recently, or put up some porn for people, or whatever.
but...
i think my brain isn't broken anymore?
like, i look at the regular porn i subscribe to, and i get aroused, and my hand takes a little trip (you know), and things work out, and then i go to sleep, and wake up early the next day ready to do math to things that i'm paid to math at.
so i'm super super sorry i've been lazy a lot recently
and i do have dream things i'd like to post
but maybe i should just admit that i'm on hiatus, and that my brain isn't up to the blogging thing now.
that makes me kind of sad, because a lot of you were super helpful, and calm, and caring, and made me feel better when i posted things. Mr. Christopher of the Leather Crafter stuff, you're totally up on the list.
Mr. Veterinarian, who i said i would sent pictures to (but never ended up doing), you're totally there too.
if you sent me stuff, and were offended that i didn't respond, please don't be angry. my brain works differently now, and i think it's for the best of everyone.
ok, deep breath.
"sammy, will you never post again?"
no, that'd be silly. i just want to let everyone know that i'm admitting that i'm a failure at bloging, so let's just let it be a random thing, ok?
"but, but...i lovve you!"
no you don't. stop sending me those emails.
so, let's all be kinks, and be cool, ok?
OK!
