one little thing

"Masochist Dog Enjoys Being Walked Around On Leash While Naked"

i saw this during work today, and had to be careful to keep my giggles under control. :)

also, weird dream thing from this morning:

i'm at work, and it's just like a never ending stream of things to do.  eventually, i have a chance for a break, and so i go over to a futon, and curl up to take a nap.  however, a bunch of people come in to get me to do things, or check things, or whatever, and with a angry growl, i roll over, and fall off the futon.

but i don't hit the floor quite right, and realize that my head has fallen onto someone's lap.  it's cradled gently between two smooth pale thighs, and i look up, and see a naked redhead staring down.

all the work people kind of get quiet, and then (my brain) makes a terrible "carpet/drapes" joke because my hair is in her crotch.

then i wake up, and even i go "dude, wtf?"  i think i've been working too hard recently. :-/

not dead

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!

a) i've had lots of work crap that has totally eaten up a lot of what was free time.

b) i've sorted out a lot of brain issues that were fucking with me.  yay less fucked up brain!

c)  so

like a lot of things.  assorted public rape things.  that fucked up dude in cleveland.  a variety of things that sound great in my half-awake fantasies, but when they show up on the news, it's totally less cool.

i think that's a lot of why i've been hesitant to post.  like, my brain isn't so fucked up, and i read news stories, and i don't want people to go through the shit in the news

even if it is like 99% the same as the shit i dream up in the late night.

i guess i'm caught in the middle of reality and fantasy, and not sure how to get out.  i do have three (maybe four) dream things that i want to post, but this hesitancy is stopping me.

just

like


so people know, and shit.